Brandon:
He's ma fallen angel. He's been there with me through thick and thin, he's always there when I need him. He means the world to me, and I don't know where I'd be in this fucked up world without him. If I believed in God, I would thank him everyday that I had Brandon. I love you so much, and I never ever want to lose you. I'll always be your gurl and your sexy vampiress gurl. Always.
Nick:
My ex boyfriend. I still love him and care about him a lot. You just don't forget or get over your first love. I realize now, that what he was doin to me wasn't good. He hurt me so much, not physically, but mentally and verbally. I got to the point where I was afraid to say anything to him cuz I thought he might say something to hurt me and be offensive back. I just got tired of his shit. It's hard to not know if the one you love is going to end up in jail or prison or worse....dead cuz of the shit they do. He put me through a lot and because of that I came out a stronger person. I realize I hurt him by breaking up with him, but he hurt me so much more. No words could even start to compare to how much he hurt me. I still love him, and still care about him, but I realize that I don't deserve the way he treated me. Nobody does. Maybe he'll find a girl that he doesn't treat badly. Maybe he just thought I was vulnerable. He knew that I loved him so much, and that, in the beginning, I would never break up with him no matter what. So, I guess he felt he could treat me like shit and get away with it. I guess I was just blinded by love. But I got tired of it, and it made me angry. Besides, there is no point in staying with him if he's going to prison for a year. But I just know that I am better off on my own, without him.
James:
Well, what can I say about James? He's the coolest. He's always there when I need him. He's funny as shit too. I can't stop laughing when I talk to him. The guy is the shiznit. You couldn't ask for a better friend.
Jessica:
Jessica is like my evil twin. Well actually no, cuz I am evil lol but she's the biznotch. Cool as shit man. I love the girl so damn much. She's always stickin up for me when I'm gettin bitched at. She's my best good friend, and even I know that's not something you find around the corner. Hehe.
Dani:
Ma gurl. We're goin to Ozzfest together! She's always there when I need advice on something, or just a shoulder to cry on. You can't get any better than her. She's always makein me laugh and smile, even when I'm in the lowest of dumps.
Beaver:
He's ma boi. He's always there when I need a shoulder to cry on or just to be held. I love ya man!
Heather:
She's my aura of sunshine. Always brightening my day. I couldn't live without her. I don't know where I'd be. I love you girl, don't ever change!
Music:
Ok so it's not a person but it's like the biggest love of my life. It has helped me through a lot of shit. Sometimes I think that if it weren't for music, I'd already have commited suicide. It has affected me in so many ways. It changed my life. I can't get enough of it. If there were no music in my life I would kill myself...for reals. I don't like country or pop or any of that shit. I do listen to some rap though. But my favorite music is hard rock/metal. I like bands such as KoRn, Spineshank, Sevendust, Primer 55, Hed PE, System of a Down, Sublime, Taking Back Sunday, Mudvayne, Deftones, Tool, Slipknot, Stonesour, Blindside, HateBreed, Staind, Flaw and many, many, many more. Music is my life.
Holly:
She's the coolest. *lots of gropage to ya girl* hehe I wub you :D....She's funny as hell and if I ever need a girlfriend she is there...woohoo!!! Luv ya girl!
Aaron:
What can I say? God he's a total sweetheart. I've had a crush on the guy since last year, and little did I know he'd end up bein my boyfriend. My kind, caring, gentle Aaron.....hehe couldn't ask for more.
